No puedo

What to do
when your body rebels
when the attack comes from within
when the enemy is no other than yourself

rip the skin that contains this pain

the hands going through your head, grabbing your face, messing up the hair
the desperation

what is this
why doesn't it leave me alone
why can't I shake it off





just wanna sleep
go away
leave me alone

soy la puerta
que no me deja salir
y soy la llave
que no puedo usar